I see dark clouds out my window, and I know the storm is coming any minute.

So, today, officially starts the holiday weekend of Halloween or Dia de Muierta. I have a cold, the kind that leaves your nose dripping constantly. I know, it's kinda hot. It's also supposed to be wet today with a 30% chance of rain. We need this rain for the next several days. It rained yesterday with a 50% chance which included thunderstorms. I love the sound of down strikes and lighting and the electricity in the air when it happens. I've been busy with some other stuff like paperwork and reading up on some old books that I haven't had time to really grab the camera. It's off tonight to feign off the ghouls and have a merry time with a mini pub crawl.
Oh, 4 days left to vote. Don't be a sissy la la and not vote. It's too important, it always is.
If you have to ask, I think the GOP are a bunch of assholes for not realizing the change in our world, for fucking up our economy and bailing out the same assholes that caused this mess, think 80's with McCain and the S&L banking scandal and Enron, Worldcom, etc..., for ruining our global image with the go-alone-cowboy, for putting a female Bush into office thinking we want another 4 more years of what former Secretary of State, Lawrence Eagleberger says, "Give her some time in the office and I think the answer would be, she will be adequate. I can't say that she would be a genius in the job, but I think she would be enough to get us through a four-year." That's the same bullshit we were fed these last four years.
For not really caring enough to actually have a plan for the economy, social security, education, health care, energy, or Iraq, these all lead into our National Security interests, not the fear loathing propaganda spewing forth from your lips thinking you can pray this stuff away, what were you thinking, and now in the final moments you want to break away from your master? What a pathetic maverick.
And mostly thank you senator McCain for running such a dignified, honest campaign that has broken you from your Trojan GOP horse, by lying, distorting, ignoring facts, figures, and most of all, feeding the racism with contempt even more today than ever. I supported you back in 2000 because you were a man of great stature, dignity, a distinguished POW and because I didn't want an idiot in the White House. Things, people, and times have changed and so have you. Because you never really had a plan, you have managed to call Obama every name in the political dictionary but "nigger" because you don't have to, your fan base does that for you. That doesn't instill leadership at all, it brings on a mob mentality, lest you forget.

Never again,

OBAMA 2008

What to do with all this free time.

It's fast approaching Halo's Eve. the sound of clackers disappear to be replaced by slow drudging rhythmic boot stomping. Cue "Thriller", after all these years, MJ is slow making a comeback. What are you gonna do when they come for you?

A time to build up, a time to break down. A time to dance, a time to mourn. A time to cast away stones. A time to gather stones together.

26 names were added this year to the California Memorial of fallen Firefighters. 26 six names, 26 flag bearers before you. Countless memories and untold stories of heroes that died in the line of duty or as a result of their sacrifice of duty. Let it not be forgotten that there is no greater love than when it is he who lays down his life before you.

All the above and some

I'm exhausted. I'm physically and emotionally drained. 6 weeks to find out you didn't make the cut on the 2nd to last day. Some didn't take it as well as me. It's not pretty to see grown men cry. I am numb, empty, hungry, homeless, speechless. I need some sleep and a plan B.